Tuesday, 20 June 2017

Low battery

When I was a little Boy of 6, I couldn't wait to be old... so I would be wise... which is partially achieved... but I had no Idea how awful being old is.. the drained enthusiasm the lack of energy and interest in pretty much anything, as all I want to do is lay down and sleep.. 99% of the time...

I don't look like a Zombie.. but sure feel like one... I shop when other people sleep... I drop when other people go to work. I cannot walk more than 20 ft without feeling pain all over my body, but can walk 200yds on a good day.. a good day is rare these days...

as so many bad ones take their place....

before My Mother died all she said when I visited her was "I just wanna die" and I watched Her get more and more profoundly depressed, and static while staring into space.... I used to drive home like it was raining.. as the tears in my eyes prevented me from seeing... 

but my Half Brother didn't ever visit or call to advise, He just let me get on with being the last witness... he was too chicken to come.. spineless supercilious condescending sociopath that he really is... an insular pig breeder with the mind and soul of a white supremacist... with a very high sense of self... unfounded... only I am witness to the evil he did to me.

not a single phone call even after She died... just Malice silence and distrust... no consideration calming sorrow Guidance or sympathy, not a jot from He.. then he went to legal blackmail and disinherited me of what was rightfully mine.... but you don't want to hear about that turgid bog of stinking shit...

His dance with the spirits comes soon, he is terrified of Death... perhaps that guilty conscience will kill him after all....

He is the original son of a Bitch. Both of us were inconvenient Bastards.. coz frankly my mother, though I love Her, was a simple Bitch who couldn't keep Her Drawers on.. give her a Cigarette and a few minutes of your seductive accent and She dropped em... I would have had a sister, But the cow Aborted it...

Hence that belated Ambiguous relationship with My Mother. and from there ALL WOMEN... they make me go Mad... I would rather be alone than Sad. an ascetic celibate non-masturbating Seeker of satori. than a Dick with no soul. who fucks the emotiveness of a feelingless paid for whore who might as well be a corpse... or a China made Knob rubber with synthetic hands. that eats batteries.... and uses up dopamine that would be better utilised... calming animals before slaughter:

Wednesday, 14 June 2017

Julie Baker is Dead...

An acquaintance of mine from 22 years ago, just last month committed suicide, which is fine by me.. it is a courageous act deserving of some respect.. but she tried to kill Her dog as well!...

this is all over a month Ago, I only just found out... it turned out the dog Vomited the pills she Gave to it.. and lived... but Julie bit the bitter bullet and expired... she was dead for days before being discovered...

The smell is what got the police round.. I cant imagine such a smell...

anyway, shes Dead, don't worry you're not long... you never know the blow fate deals you... out of the Blue for sure it will come to You... Suckers.. '~'

one Hello

More than one Hello is a relationship... though only one goodbye is forever... as unrequited love is outside the dimensions of loss, it is beyond gone, as it was never won... but the dream goes on... what was never had cannot be Bad...

I am not fit to lick your boots.... but you spoke to me... I would kiss the ground you ass has sat upon... your tiny tweets, fucked my mind up in the nicest way possible... you made that moment a feeling of existence that embraced me, exhilarating and life affirming.

I like you a bit more than a little, but not enough for total obsession... which keeps me in my melancholic depression...

your a cool cow... the milk of your udders must be 'Ambrosia' of the God's... I would suck you dry, wanna give me a try?... I would fuck you like a Truck driver with 2 spare wheels and a pneumatic Jack... and you would beg for an audience... lol.. I'm just fuckin wid ya head...

I would settle for a Skype.. being there is better than, non-existence altogether... old fashioned non-interdimensional hanging out on the porch, spitting the wind into the dawn 

tankx Anni for responding to my tiny WIT x



PS: please stop falling in Love with me... It May be difficult, but please try..

Monday, 5 June 2017

Street Preachers Kill thrill seekers..

The weaponisation of false information... was/is the indoctrination of a generation... of several many nations who have no idea about the truth of all creation... but allow the mutilation intimidation alienation and sublimation of the very smallest child in its innocence... To teach the Heresy of Islam is itself.. a "WAR CRIME" make no quick morality value errors or flawed gut reaction mistakes... meditate on it.

to perpetuate the fictional nonsense of a "Man made ideology posing as a World Faith, called islam.. small i small minded idea... it is a Madness spread by word of assholes, saturated with bitter rancid poison, and they want to "throw it in your face"...

all this stuff makes even the Meekest of the meek Westerner a potential Nazi... elsewhere in the threadbare towns, there are far fewer Police... but London is the Big Slimy Cunt the foreigners want to finger fuck... it is going to be a summer of soft targets where the young will gather... what spectacular abomination do they plan next... are they running out of ideas...

don't be fooled for a Minute, there are no kind hearted Moderate Muslims only sleepers.. its almost like Rabies, which is a much more sophisticated Disease that literally manipulates the brain and makes the host body want to bite and injure anybody who gets near it... to spread it on further, forget Communism, that almost had integrity compared to this Bastardisation of Sanity and Humanity itself... not the law of a caring Heart and good conscience.. but spite and venom..

islam, is a Disease; like tainted software from a Cheap second rate and simplistic ideology that has no basis to even be in the recorded history of Humankind by any far stretched hyper-theoretical simulation... of unfolding human developmental aspiration to become better beings, on a path rising upward, not downward into pain slavery and subjugation of the free will in Man... where Cruelty is normal, and any halfwit with a gun can take and rape your 10 yr old daughter, and say 'Allah permits this for the fearless warriors...'

Nothing is More Worthless than an unemployed Mislim in Western Europe, Why.. because they are completely useless; what do they know? what are they good at?.. huh..  lazy unreliable untrustworthy and filled with nasty disrespect... for all the dear old Disney Values we all live to laugh at.. 

It is Imperative to be Racist if you want to live in a "HUMAN RACE" not the Rat colonies of the eternally Ignorant and un-enlightened... who spit on your Daughters in the Street, to substitute the ejaculation they know they would be denied...

Its time for Christian Jihad. it's time for some good old fashioned Ass Kicking... give me the Belt (as much as I can Carry) and I will happily go to the biggest gathering I can find.. and before I let the trigger go, I will Scream, "This one is for Jesus! You wanna see God?.. here let me oblige...

WORLD WAR NOW, I want a front row seat... in fact, I want to START IT for the Hell of it... I wanna take some scum with me... OK I vented my Spleen.. over to you.. can you reload this clip...

Even a wimp can be a RAMBO in this world.. all you need is full blown idiocy to succeed, and they have many thousands... its time to kill the innocent again, just in case we miss a few bad guys...


For Olivia... +

Saturday, 3 June 2017

Damn summer go winter..

Good old cold England, land of fog and rain... As if... it's hotter than roasted pigs shit here... dripping off the spit into the fire; I'm sweating like a cheerleaders Pussy on Prom night; it's pre-armageddon devils armpit of a windless afternoon in hadies weather... even the bugs are cooking when they land on dark solid objects...

fools seek the sunlight... for the shallowest motivation of all = Vanity... white gals (Ho's) wanna be half nigger like Beyonce, and Black Gal's just wanna be a few semi-demi-half shades as white than white Nigger Trash...

Heat brings out the Beast in the most boring of people... suddenly because its warm, everybody wants beach party's without condoms or conception... give me a bath full of Ice to suppurate in... give me Cryogenics baby... I wanna live on Pluto near absolute Zero... it's just a thesis to be in stasis is just waiting to live again.. Duh.. as before... 

your theocratic fine tuning is missing a frequency... you dum cunt... to live anew is the best of it... to forego all previous acquisitions and contacts and Start again... albeit with the same OLED (old) soul, ye oled, as each pixel has its own light source.... i.e. each conglomeration of combined atoms in one form of life or another... the DNA of everything alive has a single origin. 

The greatest torture is being denied the pleasure you desperately seek... as in when cold you seek warmth, and in when Hot go for cold... when your young Sex fills and expands the limitations of your desperate desires... you pretty much would fuck anyTHING... to get off on these Mythical Orgasms people long and seek hard for... and penetrate deeply while She is still Sleepy.. on Rohypnol..

but when old you see through it with better taste and refined preferences... it is a cheap illusion based on Physics Sex Stimulus and the magnetism of DNA to splice with another with a large amount of Molecular fibre which could describe the Brain, the centre of the Immer Centrum.. (that's German, for the inner centre of a city's absolute centre... of the souls goal to fuck and be fucked.. and make more souls without Skeletons... the fuck for free.. or...

the Egg that got away... down the toilet... flushed with confidence...

It's the weather for many Buckets of Abortions, I was lucky to get here... so were you, you insignificant Spit of Shit on the Toilet Bowl... how many more worthless fuckers are you gonna fuck to make more worthless Motherfuckers...

EUGENICS WORKS IN ALL WEATHERS:
they must kill the poor and keep the rich... and bury the lumpen proletariat in the ditch... a single individual has no more worth than a photon... shine while you will...

Wednesday, 31 May 2017

Electrostatic Explosions

its 5:20 am and a dramatic Thunderstorm is starting... that sounds like a shipbuilder's yard in the skies... dropping vast Iron girders and delayed flashes above... exciting and frightening simultaneously. I was hoping it was the end of the world... but no such luck.. just biblical deluge and floods, usual stuff..

When you look at the vastness of the Sea, and hear the bells of hell in the thunder... and witness waves 100 ft high, as I did in the Bay of Biscay on a school trip.. you realise how much nature is so much bigger than you are...

Yet the tiny Bugs humans are in perspective, are actually affecting nature.. just take a look a Fukushima, not a person on the planet has been told of it's actual eventuality's...

Humanity is the Pandemic that the Earth is dying from.. to kill the infection is suicide.. but hey were gonna do it anyway.. one way or another.. we is roadkill, run over by our own technology out of control... ironic innit... see you in slaughterhouse 719:

Remember it's good to be Dead!... where there is nothing left to worry about... to fear or pain to feel, just a black Buddist screen with a dot of light... that is the last firing of your visual cortex... the last neurone dying... to join the rest of you in total "unrecovery"... what a wild ride you are in for..

and you dont have a clue its coming.

Friday, 26 May 2017

Mitigating Murder..

Justifiable homicide sounds like somebody else's justice.. but, when you have been shat on and put down by an underclass of mean heartless people, there comes a time when you must make a final plan.. to get your own piece of Payback... and peace of mind is just on the other side of cold blood and termination... is this Ambiguous, You bet...

The Manchester Bomber is a Perfect example when hatred has consumed your conscious mind to a pulp of puss and vengeance.. nothing is too extreme, He was totally right to do what he did... in his eyes, wait till they get a suitcase Nuke.. same intention, vastly different outcome... it's on its way... have no doubt whatsoever...

Absolute schadenfreude the great pleasure is another's suffering, failure or disease... Hate that has "no limits" and has no end.. to calculate coldly the Mutilation of your Nemesis, and don't forget to kill their children too, that always pisses people off...

Suicide Bombers are the greatest Heros of the ages... to some folks way of thinking... when in fact they are a vacant brainwashed automaton, an Idiot Savant made by the constant repetition of the Koran, (to the point of total subjugation of the ID) that has no courage at all, just instructions to blindly follow.. from the twisted minds of Others.. who sit back and watch the fools do their dirty work... nothing is more Dangerous than an idiot with misinformation running through its brain. in an obsessive compliance till self-destruction...

there is a sea of congealing blood waiting to be crossed but payback makes it worth it... the great satisfaction of seeing your enemy writhing and ripped apart and dying without any assistance, is very seductive and highly motivating... no wonder Murder is so popular with the sub-human Species of the World. Communism killed the intellectuals, Islam kills anyone who happens to be in the way.. especially the innocent.

so Far I have a Phone number and an address... the planning is half the fun and so therapeutic... kiss your children goodnight as soon they will be gone for good.. some hate for another is unassailable... it only takes one half-wit to ruin your day and the rest of your life. beware of who you make bad judgements against... as soon they will be Judging you.. while you hang from a Meathook or by Piano wire..

in a court of supreme payback... then the Smirking will be mine... sometimes hate is as fulfilling as Love, when it is all you have left... and there is nothing left to lose... 

Roll on the New Holocaust... I cant wait!.. can I be camp Kommandant?.. it's a Job I have always aspired to.. the fringe benefits are thrilling, and the food there is wonderful... where no woman can turn you down or reject you... Rape free for all.. sounds like a Psychopaths paradise... and you can burn them alive when your done... like Disneyland for serial killers... and a heaven for paedophiles...

More bombs please, it does break the boredom of consumerism... other people's Misery is the greatest Entertainment on Earth... encore... 
can we have some more... cynicism or ambiguity?... 
Both!


ps
at least He let them watch the concert.. he did have a choice, I think He chickened out earlier when he could have got many more targets... perhaps he wanted to see reason but couldn't? could Jesus Love a Man such as this?.. I have serious doubts... how can one sympathise with the Devil himself... who is Allah's messenger... therefore all his followers... who Celebrate wickedness, cruelty, and Gloat at another's Sorrows.. this surely can never be forgiven... that is why there is a Hell for these bastards in which to dwell...


Wednesday, 24 May 2017

Laws and Lions Paws

The Law is Criminally corrupt, the health service is on it's deathbed, those do-gooders are causing more harm than good... Reason is so restrained it has been asphyxiated... and there is no rest for the wicked...

This wont mean anything to you.. but to a smirking Judge who miscarries the law of Humanity... it will:

I curse you and you most treasured progeny... with hot blood and a hard Death... So mote it be.. so call me an ultracrepidarian...